How are you lot? I'm okay..Just emotional but if your going to read the rest of this post you'll find out why.
Let's just do this..❤️
Fault in our stars...Where do I begin..At first you think it's going to be another one of them soppy romantics and I'm not into those type of films I'd rather go watch a horror but I went with my cousin to see it at the cinema and she told me that one of her friends started probably crying like full on tears. I thought that it was crazy that you could just cry that much over some soppy film but I watched and about half way into the film I started crying...Infact the whole cinema was crying I couldn't get my head round that a soppy romantic film made me cry so much.
I think it's because it's about cancer and cancer is probably one of the most powerful things in the world just over taking love, it can hurt you more then love will ever hurt you...I've learnt from experience you see. So that's why it made me cry because cancer is quiet close to me in so many ways and it's a personal thing so it was hard for me not to watch it and not cry you know?
If you've seen the film you might understand where I'm coming from or if you've lost someone to cancer or just lost someone you love in general.
I hadn't watch the Fault In Our Stars in such a long time and needed a good cry so I decided to watch it and I cried..Surprise surprise. I love that film don't get me wrong but for some reasons..When something happens in films or in theatre productions I put my closes friends in their position and I usually end up crying but it's easier for me to feel what the actors are feeling.
I guess in a weird way it makes me closer to my close friends to maybe bring me closer to them because I've stopped taking people for granted.
I still feel emotional now and I keep pausing from writing and think about the film or my friends..*Sigh*..I'll be fine soon it's just crying makes me like this.
Sorry this was a bit of a downer post, I promise I'll upload a brighter one for you!
Love you lovelies xoxo
Byeeeeeee!!
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